hazardous sleep

better days ahead

2006-10-08T09:40:00.000+08:00

I had fever early morning and my temperature was a freaking 38.5*C!!! But i still decided to fast aniwaez. Oh ya..look outside your windows now, the haze has cleared. It was at a whopping 150 yest midnight and came down to a low 57 today morning at 7am. But the sources say that the haze would take much longer time to subside and this low PSI is only temporary.

haze, haze,go away...

2006-10-06T21:45:00.000+08:00

No. Seriously, the haze has like become unexplainably, horribly bad. I mean look outside your window. Every view from your house looks like it is covered by some thick fog used by many hollywood movies to create the spooky, eerie effect in ghost movies. I dunno abt ur case , but mine has horrified. I came back from mosque today(due to the extreme complusion, thanx to khamz, but thanx aniwaez coz it was good) and my goodness , I thought my eyesight had deterioated. I like kept cleansing it until I realized it was actually the haze and not my eyesight (its bad though). It was all smoky and hazy that I had to cover my eyes and walk back home. My eyes started to tear as the haze became much more apparent each step I took back home. The PSI rating at 4pm today was the worst for this whole year EVER!!! And I can definately see that, no, smell that too. I jus hope that someone can use an extremely large vacuum cleaner and suck out this filthy air which is parading out in the skies of our neighbourhoods nowadays.

pictures courtesy of stomp

2006-10-06T11:35:00.000+08:00

Happy Birthday HAKEEM!!!

wasted

2006-10-06T03:47:00.000+08:00

Haven been updating mainly because I'm just so tired the past few days going out to various places. These two days I have been going to many places to buy clothes for the upcoming Hari Raya and also coz my schools starting soon, I need to update my wadrobe collection. Just too tired to exercise also. Sighz. And schools starting in like 10 days!!!! 6 weeks passed so fast man. Bleah. NVM.It was an awesome experience no matter what. Certainly an eyeopener. Oh ya, I suddenly wished that this was the first day of fasting coz Ive not been fully utilizing this month of Ramadan. Feeling guilty. But still got 17 days more, so hopefully can do smth abt it.

All becoz of....

2006-10-02T22:01:00.000+08:00

I tell ya, this year geylang serai baazars did expand to an extent but sumehow the crowds in geylang expanded even more tremedously compared to the baazars. All the pushing and huffing around the bazaars were like going through obstacle course. On saturday, Jeya and I met after a long time to go jalan jalan around geylang. Goodness , we got the scare of our lives when we saw the crowd jus when we got down from the station. HUGE CROWDS I tell ya!!!! Mats, minahs , mothers, fathers, indian muslims, families, friends, couples. PHEW. You name it, geylang has got it. It was jus packed man. Packed like sardines into a can. Every now and then, the crowd will jus stop coz its jus too crowded to move in such a narrow place. There were jibbas, foods, tonnes n tonnes of Ramli burgers, baju kurungs, punjabi suits, chappals and so much more. I went there mainly to buy a pair of chappals( is tat how u spell it ?), the tradional malay slippers, to match my baju kurung and my god it was difficult. Every shop they sell it, it was like expensive. $25 bucks for a stupid pair of chappals!!! My god, ur kidding man. No seriously. This chappals won't even last two months and they cost like so much. Furthermore, its like jus for this one day, not really worth it. Also, if you come like normal times, it only cost around, say 10 bucks perhaps? People there are really really ripping you off your money. After an hour of searching through like gazillion chappal shops, I came across this one petite shop which like many of the shops sold the SAME BLOODY SLIPPERS!!! I was like, fine, jus ask the price and leave coz its definatley gonna be expensive. Then my eyes spotted this Indian typa of shoes which you wear for jibbas n all. I asked the price and was shocked when he said $22. I asked him to reduce the price saying im a poor student and gave the all known sympathetic face. He immedietly agreed and finalized on $19! Yay!. Once i bought it, we quickly left geylang and went to Tekka.

Waah tekka was bad man.No. Seriously, seriously bad. There was hardly any crowds at all. Complete contrast to geylang. And worst of all, there were only like two baazars which was like extremely tiny compared to that of the geylang. To top it off, there were hardly any food shops in the baazars at all. What a waste! i tought they would sell vadais and all but...sigh.wasted. Should have bought the ramli burger in geylang. But there was one good thing that happened and that was tat i saw the SAME typical malayish CHAPPALS in tekka and they were going for $10 bucks. Thank god i wasn't ripped off.

2006-09-30T06:02:00.000+08:00

Came across a beautiful video that deals about being humans. Why live such complex lives? why live life with so much hatred? why the anger and agony? And the end of the day, what everyone needs is some love. This video highlights that point. Though it reminds you of the "katti pudi vaithiyam" taken from Vasool Raja MBBS , its simply worth taking a look.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vr3x_RRJdd4

I dun post the videos animore but give you the links instead because the audio from the video conflicts with that of my blog . Aniwaez enjoy it.

Arghness.

2006-09-28T15:55:00.000+08:00

The thing is, I was supposed to enrol in a IS module, actually 2 IS modules today. Oh btw for people who have no idea what this IS thingy is all about, they jus some extra modules to take for further enrichment. Not really relevant to your course. So my enrolling time was like frm 2 to 3.30pm. And guess what happened!! I overslept!! Argh. I woke up at like 2.30 and started panicking my way through all the process to get enrolled. First time I tried. Failed. Hmm..nvm..So I tried for a second time. Failed. NVM. But after the 8th time, I jus gave up. I kept asking ard ppl in msn what happened.Nobody knew why. Then I realized this is the punishment I get for not praying.While scolding myself for being so ignorant of prayers, I saw this stupid bloody msg. Blah. All my panicking n scolding jus wasted. Especially during this fasting when I'm already so tired.Argh.

And the person in charge called at 4 to tell the server was down.ARGH!

SleepySleepy

2006-09-27T17:58:00.000+08:00

Gosh.I tell ya, Im so lazy nowadays. Just walking from my room to the kitchen makes me so tired tat I have to rest for an hour for tat. I feel so reminded of Nutty Professor la.Can you believe tis? Argh. And these fats are putting on like nobody's business.Damn.Im sleeping 12 hrs a day.Sigh. When did I became so lazy eh?

Aniwaez, here are new pics of the latest Harry Potter flick, Harry Potter and the Order of the Phoenix:

2006-09-27T03:32:00.000+08:00

Love this song alot. Makes me remember of all the good, bad and ugly memories of life.

O Maname
Movie Name: Ullam Ketkume (2003)

Singer: Hariharan

Music Director: Harris Jayaraj

Year: 2003

o manamae o manamae

uLLirundhu azhuvadhu yaen?

o manamae o manamae

sillu sillaay udaindhadhu yaen?

mazhaiyai thaanae yaasithoam

kaNNeer thuLigaLai thandhadhu yaar?

pookkaL thaanae yaasithoam

kooLaan kaRkaLai eRindhadhu yaar?

(o manamae...)

maeghathai izhuthu poarvaiyaay virithu

vaanathil uRangida aasaiyadi

nam aasai udaithu naar naaraay kizhithu

muLLukkuL erindhadhu kaadhaladi

kanavukkuLLae kaadhalai thandhaay

kanukkaL dhoarum muththam

kanavu kalaindhu ezhundhu paarthaal

kaigaL muzhukka raththam

thuLaigaL indri naayanama?

thoalvigaL indri pooraNama?

(o manamae...)

inbathil piRandhu inbathil vaLarndhu

inbathil madindhavan yaarumillai

thunbathil piRandhu thunbathil vaLarndhu

thunbathil mudindhavan yaarum illai

inbam paadhi thunbam paadhiiraNdum vaazhvin angam

neruppil vendhu neerinil kuLithaalnagaiyaay maaRum thangam

thoalviyum konjam vaeNdumadi

vetrikku adhuvae yaeNiyadi

(o manamae...)

2006-09-26T20:43:00.000+08:00

I just found tat Malaysian Pop Queen Siti Nurhaliza was actually tutored and helped by Indian Actor Padmashree KamalHassan in her vocal range. He did so when Siti competed in a1995 RTM's Juara Bintang competition when she was just 16! And eventually she won and got a contract from Suria Records! And from there, needless to say, she rose to stardom.OMG!!! Heres the link on where I got the info from:
ht tp://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Siti_Nurhaliza

Look at Siti on her wedding day, she looked evey inch of an star unlike Jo. Sigh.

2006-09-26T15:53:00.000+08:00

OMG!!! Starhub is releasing five new channels for the family package and Channel [V] is one of them!!! Ahhh!! Now can finally watch indian music videos unlike MTVAsia which does not even have one indian show.Argh.

Also, "Rang de Basanti" is going to Oscars to represent India for nomination for " Best Foreign Movie". Its another Aamir Khan movie after "Laagan". Hopefully it will win la. Why can't they send a Tamil movie eh? They are quite good too. And Im not saying about those pathetic masala movies. Im saying those once in a blue moon movies whose whole packaging(plot,characterization & etc.) is excellent. Oh ya, I jus realized why. There are hardly many. Can you name one atleast? I can name only "Anniyan" and " Raam".

2006-09-26T04:17:00.000+08:00

Wow. So unexpected. Hady won.Blah. Maybe he should start off his career by doing an ad for Cheers' pau since Taufik has done the ad for 7-11's big gulp. Would be a great start indeed.

I jus realized that this year's fasting happened to be so difficult for me. When I say difficult, I really mean it. It has made me soooo weak I tell ya. Goodness, I thought it was gonna be an easy feat but however the past two days, without food, I'm just a walking zombie who has no idea what I'm doing. Sheesh! The last two days I pratically did nothing but to eat, watch tv, blog and sleep. I DID NOT EVEN PRAY!!! (God pls forgive me for my laziness. I will definately change my ways). Worst still, Im so lazy even to bathe!!! Dunno how am I gonna manage the next 28 days, especially when school starts on the last week of fasting and its gonna be even harder than now.

Watch this video which I came across on youtube.com and found it to be interesting.

2006-09-25T17:27:00.000+08:00

Natya peroli padmini passed away due to cardic arrest on Sunday night at a chennai hospital. God bless her soul.

Updates!!!!

2006-09-25T02:04:00.000+08:00

First of all, I would like to wish all muslims a blessed month of fasting.Stay away from all sorts of sinful actions and habits and practise all forms of good deeds this month and Insha Allah, may Allah bless you and your family.

My life
I've decided to change my blogskin totally coz i realized the previous one was too dark and pretty boring and like some of my friends said, it pleaded for a desperate change and hence here it is! Hope u guys like it!

Also, bought my baju kurung for Hari Raya already. Looks more like a jibba though but still looks cool.The bazaars in geylang have expanded tremendously and there are more shops there now. But the prices of everything have skyrocketed becoz of more competiton! Argh.

Entertainment News
As we all know, both Surya and Jothika ,were happily married on September 11 and are now enjoying their honeymoon in certains parts of Europe. But there were many issues that came about of the wedding of which one is the lack of blings blings on both Jothika and Surya.I was dissapointed when I saw the cheap saree and jewellery Jo wore and Surya looked too typical of a groom. C'mon!!! Their like super rich stars!!! Why so simple. But it seems that Jo wore a $300k saree in which diamonds were sewn on!!! Also she wore special customized jewellery which was specially designed by Chennai Silks for her wedding!! It totalled a whopping $500k coz it was all pearls and diamonds!!WHOA!!Even her Bindi was full of diamonds.Surya also wore a special silver gold chain designed for him.

Pictures courtesy of www.indiaglitz.com

The poster of Maniratnam's new movie "The Guru" has been spotted. The movie casts Abishek, Aishwarya, Madhavan ,Vidya Balan and etc. Look out for this one!

2006-09-12T09:56:00.001+08:00

Their wedding in north indian style

Jothika: Omg!!! I think I see Asin again!! She came here oso??
Surya: Asin? Asin? Where? Where? Ooooooohh!(drools) Isn't she jus pretty...*starts huming oru maalai song*

photos courtesy of

www.oniondosa.blogspot.com

*These are just the preparations pics the day before the wedding

2006-09-12T01:59:00.001+08:00

Here are more pics of their wedding...

Asin: Damn! Shes like the luckiest gal in tamilnadu!!!
Jothika: Which moron invited this gal..ARGH(smiling unconvincingly)
Surya: Did i make the right choice? Asin still looks good after a yr!

Pictures courtesy of Nazeera. Thanx alot!

2006-09-11T20:13:00.000+08:00

Here are the pics of Surya and Jothika's wedding:

pictures courtesy of

www.indiaglitz.com

2006-09-09T03:23:00.001+08:00

Wedding Gift

I'm BACK!!! Haha.. many of you will be fedup tat I still haven updated my blog yet!!! Didnt know got so many fans reading my site..*ahem*ahem.Some even said that the movie ghajini came out 1 yr ago and tat my review is still there!!! haha..what to do...damn lazy la...okok...from now on.. i shall try my best to blog on a regular basis...

Aniwaez..if u all didnt noe, coming September 11 is the marriage of two very big actors in tamil filmdom, namely, Surya & Jothika. I tought it was just an hoax created by dead bored magazines and media people, but it was true....jus saw Surya on TV being wished by many fans on his upcoming wedding. Haha.. since I'm such a big fan of both of them( I support Surya ard 80%, Jothika ard 60%), I thought it wld be a great honour for me on my behalf to present them their wedding gift....

(Drum rolls PLEASE)

A miniscale version of Chandramukhi!!!

May god bless them in sweet matrimony!!!
I think this moment is so beautiful tatI'm gonna cry...(like real)...

what a perfect couple

2006-08-27T21:37:00.000+08:00

Its been almost a year since Ive blogged. So many things have emerged and dissolved during this period which seriously I do not have a track of. I jus am happy to be where I am now. Coz Ive crossed many hurdles and obstacles which I wld have never dreamt of doing at all. Jus wanna announce that my blog is back in business for the time being. So stay tuned ok!!!

2005-11-01T01:51:00.000+08:00

Hey everyone...i noe ive been missing frm my blog awhile...what to do...hari raya cleaning, shopping and tonnes of many things to do..furthermore..school has started...so yea..all the stress and excitement has accumulated this while...aniwaez..wont be blogging for the whole week..coz many stuff will be going on for me such as last minute cleaning , shopping on the eve of hari raya ,hari raya of course and the aarathana final show...aniwaez...jus wanna wish all indians and muslims a spectacular deepavali and awesome eid mubarak..may god bless us all...

2005-10-21T06:20:00.000+08:00

Dilemma: Jothika or Asin?
I was wondering what actor Surya and actresses Asin and Jothika were really thinking when they were acting...

Asin: Yippe!! Feels so good!!!!
Surya: Man! She is so light and nice to carry....ahhhhh...

Surya goes into a flashback.....

Jothika: Oh my god...Hope he doesnt drops me into the water!!! *prays to god*
Surya: Ergh...grrr..I can't CARRY HER ANIMORE!!! SHES TOO HEAVY!! HELP!!!

2005-10-19T06:49:00.000+08:00

UPDATED...
im really sorry y'all for not updating..have been caught up with the lazy syndrome..aniwaez...jus to update on my life

ME n Nur Jahan

On Sunday, i went to the airport to send of my couzin Shameen to Cairo, Egypt where she is currently pursuing her degree in Islamic studies. So after breaking my fast, me and my dad rushed off to my uncles house since he was willing to drive us to the airport( the airport and my house are universe apart ok!!).Moreover , my cousin Siti was also following us to the aiport, so we thought we all could go in the car together. Upon reaching my uncles house, i found out that it was actually my sweet 2nd bdae of my sweetest cousin Nur jahan...she has grown up so much man!!haha..aniwaez..tried to eat the bdae cake..but my stomach was damn full and only managed abit of it..later we all rushed to the airport and came there like super late...ohh so we thought..the funny thing is, my couzin herself came late to the airport!!!haha.so we were like stoning ourselves in the airport till she came..haha..then later some other relatives and couzins joined and shared some conversations and old memories..really fun..haha..and then later it was the crying scene when everyone hugged and cried when my couzin Shameen was leaving..it was kinda of sad but me and my couzin Siti was laughing instead of being sad!!!.so bad of us rite..lol..managed to come home before like 1 am and jus went st8 to my bed to sleep...

Hadi, ME, Siti, Shameen n Shireen

Shameen, Siti n Shireen

2005-10-16T11:50:00.000+08:00

I Jus Hate being at Home on Saturdays!!

It happened like this. I was like planning to go out wif my family , aunts, uncles and cousinz to geylang serai for shopping to buy lots of things( i really meant alot of things) for the coming hari raya. Aniwaez because of this, i could not go clubbing wif Sumitha and worst of all couldnt go out wif Rahimah and Khamsinah(my great buddies) whom i haven met in a LONG while and not forgetting to meet my cousin Shameem who is like hours away from leaving Singapore and many other plans wif other peeps. And guess what happened..everything jus came tumbling down. You see my uncle lent his truck to one of his collegues and caused the whole plan to fail. With the inclusion of me and my family , there was a total of about ten of us who were supposed to go geylang. But because there was no truck, no one went except my parents because he had a car which could sit only 5 ppl!!!! LIKE WHAT THE HELL!!!
I was tragically stuck at home staring at my computer screen like for hours till i felt so bored and went to sleep..ARGH!!! a wasted saturday i tell ya..SO WASTED!!!

2005-10-14T08:44:00.000+08:00

Mama Britney Spears...

Britney: Hey everyone, how'yall doing..u see im really busy nowadays with having sex and growing my ..erm baby u noe..it isn't easy being a mother..it really drives me crazy u noe but thank god, i'm so overprotected by my husband. Just when i thought i did it again by marrying twice, i was shocked to find that Kevin(my husband.. u dumbbitches)was the one for me. With him around, im so much stronger than before. You noe, all the boys get jealous of him coz he married the beautiful me..hahaha(*bimbotic laugh).He's so lucky u noe...

Btw..people..i noe i look radiant nowadays with the baby in my stomache..haha i'm not a gal and not yet a woman but ive finally become a mum!!!..Thanx Kevin for having gd sex wif me....u noe that justin timberlake had no.. u noe what ..and he was actually a gal in disguise of a man...haha..i didnt noe that till we were having sex..becareful bitches...

Aniwaez people..im rushing to get my hair done..coz there are some roaches stuck in them...u noe..i haven had much time to keep myself pretty...ohh well..im already pretty..i dun really need to keep myself pretty...haha...Kevin said that my hair stank and that roaches fell frm it everytime while having sex..haha(*bimbotic laugh)... and thats y im gonna do my hair for him...aren't i the best wife darling??? *puppy eyes*

And what do u think of my fashion sense people...isnt it rocking...i still can show my midriff while carrying a child and still look gorgeous...bet u bitches cant do that..*bimbotic shrug.. man im loving my life so much!!..aniwaez.....ive gotta go now bitches..u see..i aint free and lifeless like u all...ive got a baby and hair to take care of...and of course my Kevin..and pls tell me i still look sexy and gorgeous...or u'all gonna get poisoned by toxic....bye bye bitches...have fun having no life..Muahaha(*bimbotic laugh)

Gal on the left: HOLY CRAP!!She's digusting me!!...im gonna puke...i seriously am!!

Gal on the right: i stared at her so much that my eyes are not functioning properly animore...help!!..HELP!! IM GOING BLIND!!!

P.S. In case you didnt noe..all the words in green are titles of britney's songs

2005-10-13T07:10:00.000+08:00

FASHION ALERT!!!

You noe, in the world of fashion, theres a thin line that separates vulgarity and glamour.But i think one person in this fashion industry got confused between the two words and decided to get stuck in between them. IF u still have no idea who im talking about...its none other that the singer cum rapper LIL' KIM.

You see, Lil Kim actually during her younger days appeared rather normal and fashion consciensus. She knew what to wear and what to avoid. In fact, she was termed as hot and sexy and someone with an attitude.I thought the same too.

But u see, like every other gal in Hollywood, she had her boobs enlarged to the quantity of the amount of money she makes from rapping some crappy words in her so called songs and music videos. And thats when things , i mean her fashion sense went out hands. It seems rather obviously that after her boob job, all she wanted to do was to show off........ her BOOBS!!! It seems that in every show from then on, there was a maximal display of her boobs. I mean, im not saying dun show ur cleavage or smth but dun go to the extent of wearing seashells to cover u noe where! Like what the hell la...ur scaring everyone u noe.Its not childish...its freakish. IF ur(you!,yes you whose reading the blog) think it's sexy what, i presume ur brains are totally disfunctioning and i advise u to get some professional help before continuing this entry.

Every show, she was there with her huge boobs and minimal clothings acting like it was a nudist party and she was the most covered one...GOSH!! WE ALL NOE U HAVE BOOBS BUT UR NOT THE ONLY ONE WITH THEM!!! U HEAR ME?? U ARE NOT THE ONLY ONE WITH BOOBS!!!It was like every host would meet lil kim and say to the camera"hey everyone whose the watching tv..meet ms lil kim and her boobs..

And when she got tired of showing her boobs, she started showing her diff aspects of body which she thought would steal the limelight..OHH HOW WRONG SHE WAS..it actually did steal the limelight... but in the porn industry!!!

IF u EVER and i mean EVER need fashion advise, you can always go to ineedproperclothes.com and purchase some clothes there..pleasse for the sake of the viewers , wear some clothes.
AND GUESS WHAT? She actually listened...

2005-10-11T07:53:00.000+08:00

Shopping in geylang serai is one of the most interesting things during the month of Ramadan(fasting month). Coz u get to see many things you dun usually see during normal times.
The first is the CROWD!!Let me tell u smth, when u go geylang serai on weekends during the fasting month, there is no shortage of crowds at all!!Everywhere u turn is like a crowd waiting to buy things, cross the roads, bargaining with shop keepers and moving about the shops. The crowds seems endless even late at nite. The crowds can make u angry at times but also can get u to enjoy the feel of the festival spirit and mood. The endless pushings will seem something common during shopping geylang serai. Sometimes vulgarities are passed around the crowds when it gets too noisy and excited, especially when prices of goods slash from one store to another.Some people come with their friends whereas some comes with their families.
Its quite fun seeing the shop keepers in geyang serai too.Its mainly because of they way they try to sell their products shouting "Peelai..peelai". This is like a uniformity between all the shop keepers there. Its gets even more interesting when shop keepers compete against each other on who can shout louder and clearer to attract the crowds. Its even more obvious among popular stores.

The third fascinating thing about geylang serai is the number of things they sell. From decorations to lightings to henna cones to mouth watering goodies, geylang serai seems to have it all. Its only wise for u take some cash to be there to purchase all the goods and stuff sold over there.

To brief it up, a trip to geylang serai during the fasting month is never short of fizz and sparkle.

2005-10-09T03:44:00.000+08:00

shabir

courtesy of www.vasantham.com
Vasantham star really has started to annoy me in a large scale. The first reason was obviously due to Shabir winning the blady competition and the second was because i can't stand the fact that there are dumb people out there who think he can sing!

I seriously have no idea how did Shabir win. Like i seriously dun noe.Like what the hell la. He can't sing for nuts. Ya, try telling this to a loyal supporter of Shabir and she would be like " ya Raazi, you're just jealous coz he can sing and u cant".Like what the hell, its so darn obvious he cant sing...like hello..look at the songs he chose..all were smth sung by someone drunk after work.Im not mean or smth( am i? i dun think so), but he can't sing and thats a fact.If u are gonna argue with me that HE can SING! i will prove he cant and it will get nasty....!! LOL! And im not jealous over that guy. PLS! I dun have to be in any ways or wat so ever. IF i have to envy someone, its probably ganesan, coz i think he SANG the SONG REALLY REALLY WELL!!!! His voice was like excellent and he really came with a bang like he promised us in the interview.

And guess what, there are actually people who support that Shabir from their bottom of their hearts. And seriously it makes me puke. Im sorry if ure a Shabir fan but seriously, i think ur wasting ur time and sms supporting him coz firstly, hes gonna keep singing the limited songs he can sing and bore not only u but the entire televison crew to sleep and secondly hes gonna be out of fablousity once the vasantham star fever is over( which i think is still on). U guys( the fans..DUH) did a great job shouting and cheering like nobody business for him duing the show covering the faults of his pathetic singing.

Well , u still like SHABIR?
GET OUT OF MY BLOG *%)(%$(!!!

2005-10-06T03:11:00.000+08:00

few hours before my exam results come out!!!

2005-07-24T06:40:00.000+08:00

Bytch...

Life for me now has gone so berserk that i have found that linguists have no words for this experience...hey wait..maybe can we said..haywire..i dunno.....should i blame myself, or the superior power abover me for all the confusion..i shall speak nonethless.

its not that i dun wanna update my blog, too many things have happen in too short a time. The realization takes time. that was what that held me back for so long from scirbbling in my blog. Over the past two months, ive learnt so many things about life that, the simplicity in me has broke all chains from me and freed the naive me into the open darkness of this miserable world that made me someone to have thinkings of more than his own self .

I have understood something very important about life..dealth with sins and go with the flow. Theres no point worrying abt everything in life from the bills to pay to the dress to wear to the party. The humans should entirely, and i mean entirely wipe out the word,stress from the dictionary. I ask u thee, was there a word uttered" stress" that existed in human civilisation b4?No. People of the past knew nothing about this word and went on with the miseries, sufferings of life. That has made them history. But we, look at the current civilisation...blaming everything and anything on stress. If they cant complete an assignment, ohh stress. If theres too much bills to pay,ohh stress.Darn, if there wasnt called stress..wld the same sentences be the same?

Let me tell you smth , i came across this guy who rode in his blog abt how sad his life. How miserable he was frm his social to his work life. Everthing wasnt all that good. But one day, he decided to take leave and go on a tour to India. So off he went to the land of the exotic. While visiting the villages there, the tour guide left him and went out off when he was in the toilet. He then called back the tour guide and asked him to come back. So while waiting for the guide, he decided to sit and have a snack at the coffee shop. So while eating his bun and sipping his tea, he saw a gal, dressed in shatters and covered in smilth ,eyes preying on the bun he held in his hand. He kindly offered the bun to her and she immediately accpted and thanked him and vanished off. Few seconds later, many kids came to the same guy in hope of another bun, he pitied the children and went to a bakery and bought all the breads for a mere S$4. he then gave all the children bread and all thanked him unconditionally. Then, while on stroll, he saw a mother holding a parang in her hands tears running down her cheeks. Before anything could be clearified, she chopped the hands of her two daughters.When clearified, she wanted them to beg for money ...this incident made a deep impact im his life.....hence he says, no matter how bad ur life is..no matter how painful it is...remember..theres more in this world we haven see yet ..so be thankful for that

life..haiz

2005-05-21T01:19:00.000+08:00

jus wanna update on the happenings of my life..

Monday
met up with khamsina after many days..shes been stressed frm her exams..haha..she looked like she jus woke up frm bed when she met me..we seriouslly had no idea what to do upon meeting..so we roamed in yishun..went here and there and both of us were super broke..sigh..aniwae we went je and figured abt the guitar classes..pretty resonable..shld be going soon..after that..since i was damn broke..we decided to walk all the way frm jurong east to jurong west..pretty fun..realized that it was actually quite near ..aniwae after reaching her hse..we realized we were so bored to go home..so we walked even more to lakeside mrt station..was so fun...saw my sec sch on the way and realized it has been completely coverd by the new condominiums..damn them la!! aniwae soo fun jus walking and enjoyin the sky and atmosphere..

Tuesday
After countless persuasions by SUAIDAH to follow her to buy mp3 player i decided to call it a shot..she called me out of soo many ppl coz i was gd at bargaining..*ahem*ahem..aniwae..its been a while since i really went out with her..haha..everybody is too busy with their own lives..i guess...we decided to go to the sim lim square as u all noe..thats the best place to buy electronic gds and etc..we quickly head down to the bugis mrt but haha...didnt how to go frm there...gundu la..me always forget..aniwae suiadah spotted this "gal" whom had really boyish hair and had guy's clothes on...sumore...whom was frm our school...woah..creepy..who cares la..she was holding hands and acting intimately with another gal..so i didnt really bothered much.. finally went to sim lim square after my friends help..thanx kin sun!! we went up and down, up and down the escaltors like a ton of times..i lost almost 2 kgs man..jus to get a gd deal..either it was expensive or didnt had the proper colours..one guy even tried to cheat us by trapping us in buying the spoilt mp3s player..thank gd we were saved by another kind soul frm the same shop..finally after buying the mp3 player..we decided to have our lunch at BK.had a lONG conversation with suaidah..too many memories la..aniwae..we decided to go JP to get hp covers for my phone..and once there guess who we saw..the same gal whom we spotted..NASTY man!!!help!! we re being stalked!!..haha..it was so strange..the same gal at bugis and jp at the same time as us..creepy...anyway while parting our ways after searching for a gd handphone cover..which we didnt find much to my liking..i saw the same gal getting down near my hse frm a diff bus...HELP!!!scary sia..didnt tell this to suaidah..she might laugh to death!!lol

2005-05-12T05:23:00.000+08:00

A 10-year old boy in California is in bad shape tonight -- after a cell phone explodes in his pocket.
He suffered first degree burns to his leg and groin area. Now, how this happened remains a mystery.
The phone is made by Motorola and had recently been purchased by the boy's mother.
The boys mother has hired an attorney to find out what went wrong with the Motorola cell phone.
They showed his injuries earlier today. He's being treated at a burn unit in California.

Can u believe it? next time when u carry ur phones with u..betta put them in ur bags than in ur clothes...u dun wanna end up getting ur pits(areas where the gals's hand bag lies) and groins burned!!

2005-05-07T08:40:00.000+08:00

I just dun understand some thing abt life.Why is that no matter how nice you are, no matter what nice things you do,people never really appreciate them.All they wanna do is to try and make u feel like a big loser in life.They humliate,discriminate,stab in the back to just make u feel that way.Ever feel like ur giving too much yet receiving nothing..thats how i feel right now..

2005-05-05T01:34:00.000+08:00

Didnt blog for the past few days..well okok..almost a month.. coz there was simply nothing exciting or "happening" that was going on in my life that i cld blog abt...it was like a broken radio which kept on repeating the same thing over and over again...everyday i wake up late...watch tv..clean the house...use the comp...watch tv..play ard with my phone...then sleep...It has been like this four the past weeks except for the days where i was either working or breaking...i didnt even go NRA(hip hop dance) for a LONG LONG time....miss that studio(only) very much...im sitting at home slacking whereas all the other members are either in perth or hong kong perfoming!!!..damn!!..well atleast i can improve my breaking skills this while....and all this while ive worked and saved my money to get myself a new handphone!! WHOOHOO!! man it was the best phone i have ever used..it simply had everything frm mp3 to videos to megapixel to recordimg..its like sooooo cool...love my phone alot...was worth the money i paid for...also...have been looking for a part time job all this while...need the extra money to pay for aloooot of things...sigh...in singapore wither u live rich or die poor...cant be in between...and badrun... there u have it...my blogging...you happy now???.....u betta be..ok la jkjk..

2005-04-09T16:06:00.000+08:00

i need work badly!!...i wanna see and touch money real bad!!....help me!!...pls!!....okok this sounds more like some desperado on street who really needs money than a cry from boredom..well.if u were in my shoes u wld noe..im seriously sick of seeing the empty (well not so empty walls in my bedroom) and my tv and my laptop and my handphone every single day!! its like watching hair grow on a bald man...argh...u noe how irritating it is when theres nothing to do and no one to talk with...THIS IS NO HOLIDAYS!! these are boring days!!! everyday i wake up and pratically either watch tv or play on my laptop...im so lifeless...help!!SUAIDAH!!. hope i get the job u said!!!...mercy on me god!!!moving on.. well recently ive been watching the video CANDY SHOP by 50CENT and OLIVIA....i dun understand something..how cum that moron is so famous??...in the first place what kinda of name is 50cent for a singer.why cant it be one dollar huh? okok..i noe some of ya are thinking...then who ask me to put his video in my previous blogskin..well it wasnt my fault...i was trying out diff videos..and all didnt work except that stupid candy shop video..well atleast for my case...so i decided to leave it that way...no seriously...50cent cant sing..can DEFINATELY never act and u can sooo forget abt his rapping..its jus some words muffled up like kueh teow that comes out frm his mouth and thats called rapping....i seriously dunno whats so great abt him that makes gals go "OMG its 50cent!! he's shirtless! ARH!!!(faints)"....he aint even gd looking to begin with and worst of all his songs are either plain stupid or talks abt how he has sex with gals...like helloo...he might as well do a porn video..i noe some of y'uall are against me for speaking abt him this way...but i dun give no shit...his really getting on my last and most functional nerves...what kinda of lyrics are this"i take you to the candyhop,i let u lick the lollipop,go ahead girl don't you stop,keep going till you hit the spot..woah!"..my goodness!! plain stupidity i tell ya..plain stupidty!!

missing parts

2005-04-03T13:37:00.000+08:00

IT'S OFFICIAL: EXAMS ARE OVER-that means holidays for me!!! WHoHOO!!

okok..enuff of me crapping..im seriously happy or shall i say relieved my exams are finally over..i didn't noe whether i can pull thru the exams..i was suffering frm "fuck the exams la" phobeia all this while...argh..that pathetic "EXAM" word could make even the simplest noble man into a crazy little bastard of any kind! ARGH.....you noe how everything is determined by these little words, A , B , C and so on...on ur report card...and this simple words has the power to change so many lives even which humans cant do...well well..

aniwae after the exams wanted to watch the movie EYE 10 after my bro and sis reviews on how horribly scary and incredibly humourous the movie was....and it turned out to be really good!! i mean c'mon guys..how many of us have watched those lame...OOoooOOO scary ..well so called scary kinda of korean and chinese movies and left the teatre feeling cheated ....i was well expecting the same thing for this movie..esp since i watched the first two movies b4 and they didnt live up to my expectations...aniwae let me move on to the story...if u really need a goood laugh and scare at the same time...this IS the movie for ya...i laughed till the KFC chicken i brought into the teatre flew out of my hands into the sit infront of me...thank god there was no one...LOL...it was spectacularly funny!!! and i really mean it...and the best part was...it was creepy as well..it was anything but lame or trying to be scary kinda of thing..it was jus spooky and humourous...definatley worth ur time and money

Also, the day after my exam...which is yest...i went to johor...haha u'll probably thinking whats the big deal abt going johor rite? well it is...for me atlleast...i have nv been out of singapore for three years..i aint kidding ppl..serious..the last date i went was march 21 2002..for my MT Ophir trip which was in sec three...and that was it...it was so refreshing for me to see the plain field of grass and trees...and to be totally free!!!whoo hoo!! and the best part of the deal was to see all the chinese and indian ppl speaking malay...no offence ppl..it was really something i have not seen for really many yrs...well even though i spent jus more than 10 hrs there...it was really a great weekend for me...for now atleast..

micro..argh

2005-03-29T00:28:00.000+08:00

guess what..after studying like a stupid moron for the couple of days...i jus relaized i kinda of screwed up my micro...argh..why do they have to set the paper so hard!!! damn..and worst still..some ppl were happily waiting for the time to finish whereas i was like rushing my way for time during the exam...i had high hopes...but now...kinda feeling very low..still have two more papers..hopefully i will do well in them...aniwae what happened as happened..no point crying over split milk rite?....god help me for my micro....

the day things were not so right

2005-03-04T23:53:00.000+08:00

I dun even know how i am able to write this blog entry, coz im really damn angry and pissed off. I just dun understand something about my life...im already cursed with so many obstacles in life that already takes away majority of the fun and humour in my life but why shld i be cursed with bad relationships too? Life nowadays has really lost its meaning and im starting to feel weak and helpless. Why is it that some people have everything in life and they want in life, whereas others are stuck with nothing? Why do people who involve themselves in sins, get away with it? Whereas someone who doesnt drink , smoke,womanize or take drugs like me get all the curses from life? The Raazi before, stood tall and proud and had the happiness thorughout his life...whereas the Raazi now stands all alone in the blizzard of obstacles all awaiting for death to take over him. Is it because I had happiness throught the beginning of my life that caused me to suffer the next half of this life? Why have words that once i would have spitted out remained unspoken? Why has anger made me withdraw instead of outburst like i usually do? Why has pain become so painful to bear? The Raazi that once lived, would have died if he had experienced this painful experience of life. But this Raazi has already died inside , so whats the point even if he dies outside?

what the hell is wrong with life

2005-02-20T05:46:00.000+08:00

ok.. i noe i haven really updated for quite long..been really busy(ur probably thinking..ya, lame excuse..whateva ok)im have really busy with school nowdays...school is like in rush...theres so much to do and so little time...and i have to declare that this has been like the worst week of my entire poly life...and i dun mean to aggregarate...its like loaded with project assignment tests and tonnes of homework..i had like two hours of sleep each day this week..and worst of all i had to take the STUPID micro test again because some STUPID class already done the exam paper b4 and they already knew how to do..WHAT THE HELL!!! all the studying for no fucking reason..and worst of all i had to do the useless and pointless LMS(life management skills if u dunno) module project and the worst part is my groupmates seemed so relax about..ohh ya just remembered im the grp leader..probably explains the tension..and worstest of worst this week was the Ocomm test..i was like so tired to even study for it after my Hip Hop class..walau..stood up all nite and morning to study and finally got thru the test...and on friday...i woke up extremely late for my stupid volleyball class and had to take a taxi.. there goes my money to enjoy..sigh...this stupid class...i still got plenty of work to do and im in a postion just to sleep and relax...dunno how im gonna cope with it...

welcome to my life

2005-01-29T05:05:00.000+08:00

Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow you just dont belong
And no one understands you

Do you ever wanna run away?
Do you lock yourself in your room?
With the radio on turned up so loud
That no one hears you screaming

No you dont know what its like
When nothing feels alright
You dont know what its like to be like me

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
When youre down
To feel like youve been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
When no ones there to save you
No you dont know what its like

Welcome to my life

Do you wanna be somebody else?
Are you sick of feeling so left out?
Are you desperate to find something more
Before your life is over

Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Are you sick of everyone around?
With the big fake smiles and stupid lies
But deep inside youre bleeding

No you dont know what its like
When nothing feels alright
You dont know what it’s like to be like me

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
When youre down
To feel like youve been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
When no ones there to save you
No you dont know what its like

Welcome to my life

No one ever lies straight to your face
And no one ever stabbed you in the back
You might think Im happy
But Im not gonna be ok

Everybody always gave you what you wanted
You never had to work it was always there
You dont know what its like

2005-01-20T21:44:00.000+08:00

our class...all jus slacked in SIM watching shutter in my laptop..good movie...pretty thrilling...

me and vanessa during shutter....

BORED

2005-01-18T14:30:00.000+08:00

kin sun is here with me bored from OB....and TTS still looking up...HELP!!!
BORED...HELP!! -courtesy of balaba

confused

2005-01-17T01:34:00.000+08:00

I dun even noe what i was doing todae...felt like it was meaningless todae...dunno la..like so empty my life....cant put it in words..well...the day begin with my uncle coming to my house to disturb everyone's peace..sigh..and he wanted to buy a new handphone..(suprisingly). He kept bothering me on which pone to buy and stuff...i was like ...er..err...i dunno...not that i really didnt noe..but i didnt wanna help him choosing pones for two reasons...1) i didnt want him to have a betta pone than me!!! haha..wateva...2)he will blame me if the pone doesnt work out for him..so why bother rite...so he, his wife and my parents went out to buy the pone whereas i was stoning myself at home...was so boring...i noe i shld do my hmk..but boring la...sian u noe...whateva..then khamsinah called me and asked me to watch a movie..i agreed and rushed out of the house only to find the that there wasnt even a bus in sight for 20mins !!!..ARGH..this stupid SBS service...want more money but give so lousy service....in the end we both ended up late and cldnt really watch a movie..sigh..whateva...we jus jalan jalan ard jurong point for w hile...then suddenly out of nowhere rahimah came..haha..so more fun..we jus joked and had fun...yeah its been quite awhile since i went out with them...haha..aniwae...i still have my freaking hmk to do...help....signing off...

20 excuses for calling sick

2005-01-11T01:26:00.000+08:00

I thought this was rather funny..read it..i changed it abit though..little bit

+20 excuses for calling sick in work+

Could you get away with saying you had to go to your mother's dog's funeral or that you had brain cancer? Would you believe an employee who had the swine flu, forgot the way to work, or was arrested because of mistaken identity? Think carefully, if you're debating calling in sick, here are some of the most unusual excuses workers gave for missing work.
I was sprayed by a skunk.
I tripped over my dog and was knocked unconscious.
My bus broke down and was held up by robbers.
I was arrested as a result of mistaken identity.
I forgot to come back to work after lunch.
I couldn't find my shoes.
I hurt myself bowling.
I was spit on by a venomous snake.
I totaled my wife's jeep in a collision with a cow.
A hitman was looking for me.
My curlers burned my hair and I had to go to the hairdresser.
I eloped.
My brain went to sleep and I couldn't wake it up.
My cat unplugged my alarm clock.
I had to be there for my husband's grand jury trial.
I had to ship my grandmother's bones to India.
I forgot what day of the week it was.
Someone slipped drugs in my drink last night.
A tree fell on my car.

My monkey died.

singapore won???

2005-01-10T01:06:00.000+08:00

.. cant believe singapore won..seriously cant believe..

school sux...but do i care?

2005-01-06T19:39:00.000+08:00

well its really been a while since i last blogged..just sian to write la...im not the computer expert type...
i seriously dunno what im doing with my life now....its not like its horrible or anything..its just meaningless ,to simply put it....u may say "hey atleast u have everything going for u"....ya i agree to that..but whats the point wen my mind is dunno where and my hear is lost...SIGH...aniwae today for my table topic session, my class mate Michelle, who was leading the discussion asked me,' some people think that they could start a business with no diploma or degree..what do u think?' I ACTUALLY FELT like saying YES and that the business was lamest industry in poly...!!!!! ARGH!!! i mean c'mon the course is simply useless la...i dun think only me but my fellow classmates oso will definatley agree wif me...(maybe not)...i think that u still can become a better businessman without this course than someone with it...sian..like as if my rumblings ever gonna change anything...and later on today i jus made jokes on one of my friends and the person got angry..i mean c'mon la...why u guys taking everything so seriously..isnt it enuff that the course itself is horrible!!! its not like u have never made fun of me..SIGH...u always think that i making fun of u makes u feel hurt..but what abt the times u make fun of me..u think i dun feel hurt..pls think ok..u sometimes even gave me nasty comments..i jus took it all in a stride coz i dun wanna ruin things up. ..im not saying that u are bad or anything...jus dun take everything too seriously...and ya one more thing..i need MONEYY!!!..sigh why do i see this line in almost everyone's blog..are we all so poor..hmm maybe...maybe not..im thinking of teaching tuition...is it a godd idea?? i dunno..what to do...no money, no life...but i dun noe if i can even cope with it...sigh jus hope everything goes well

so many things at a time

2004-12-04T05:49:00.004+08:00

okok i noe...its been days ..ermm..ok more than a month...since i last blogged...no mood..was pre occupied with too many things la...

My Chalet
i was like so expecting my chalet for days..since my exams finished...but goodness gracious me..i was down with a fever just on that day..DAMN!!! ARGH!!! u noe how i felt...i wanted to go despite my fever..but the headache was just killing me..i told my parents abt my fever and they said a big fat NO to my chalet...ARGH....then i had to call up my friends who were organizing the chalet to tell them i might not be able to make it....
i lazed all morning and afternoon thinking abt the chalet..sigh...the fever went down abit..then came up again...i jus went to sleep till i broke fast..wen i felt so much betta eating food..i quickly took a shower and got ready to go to the chalet(ya i noe...its late but i dun wanna miss it!)..but my mum said NO..i argued wif her abit b4 heading down to my chalet!! Chalet here i come...!!! Damn all my excitement went down the drain went i was in the MRT....fuck man..it was the longest MRT ride i ever too..frm lakeside to pasir ris..phew..had an headache man..the train just kept going and going and pasir ris seemed further and further..sigh...when i finally reach..i called up and asked my friends how to get there...(its my first time to pasir ris chalet..so i dunno)..he told me this and that..i didnt quite get it..so i decided to take the taxi..sigh it was actualli very very very close by..wasted my money...but hu cares..! the chalet was waiting for me...
Surprise!! Surprise!...there were only 7 of us in the chalet including me!! what the hell!! i jus went there..got comfy on the bed and watched the tv for a while...sigh traveled all the way down here jus to see tv....then my friend gave me some of the barbequed food they had barbequed for me b4 i came...was burnt but was pretty nice(actualli was very hungry after my fast!!)..jus lazed ard till 12 wen all of us decided to go to bowling...but however that stupid bowling was very ex..3.90 per game...like who are they cheating sia...so since none of us had any money esp me!! we decided to jus roam ard the chalet area..was kinda of boring..we reached back to our chalet and decided to watch the DVDs i brought in the XBOX the chalet had..but wtf!!! it had so many crappy stuff..that none of us knew how to do it...sigh..what cld get worse...then suddenly my friend suggested to me that we play twister...yay! finally something nice...so both of us got the materials needed for the game....after everthing was ready we went ahead and played it...man the game was hilarious...all of us in weird poses...haha..and i kept saying each of us were in unique sex postions..haha..was damn damn fun!!!..

then everyone was damn tired after twisting our hands and legs..it was 4 am plus..and i decided to eat for my fast...everyone was then getting ready for bed(actualli they were all in bed xcept me!!)....i was slowly muching the tastless instant noodles....then everyone dozed off to sleep...the tv was running..the lights were running..sigh gd thing i was still awake..i quickly swtched them off and went to sleep..now here comes the hard part...i had to share the stupid mattresses with another two guys and they both had taken the blankets and i was freezing to death in the stupid freezer room(it was 19 degress for cryin out loud!!)....u shld hav guessed it..i hardly had a wink of sleep...everyone woke up and i realized they themsleves didnt sleep properly..haha except the two sleeping beside me..walau they slept in style sia...erghh....and oso my fever had came back again...so wen everyone was awake..i went back to sleep...then wen i woke up..i realized everyone was sleeping xcept the two who slept beside me!!! haha!!.....i cldnt tahan my fever sia..i looked like i was on drugs...haha....damn feverish...then one of my friend was leaving coz she had smth on..and i decided to go home with her..my friend was shocked and kept asking me to stay..but i was jus too sick to stay..didnt tell him that..jus packed and left for home...
on my way home....my gosh..it was digusting my phlem was all over my face..coz i sneezed like hell and didnt have any hanki or tissues wif me..yucks....quickly got home and broke my fast..sigh my fast had to be gone...shld have listened to my parents and stayed ast home...but still i had tonnes of fun..!!!

loneliness

2004-10-30T01:33:00.000+08:00

this is a poem composed by me...and only me...

Being alone..

What makes a poet ...... a poet?

His strength in his language?

His articulation of context?

His ablility to evoke emotions?

Or his personal feelings?

What does one know about being lonely,

when you have no one to tell how your day has been?

when there isn't a shoulder to cry on?

when there isn't someone to ask you to clean your room?

when there's no one to love you unconditionally?

What does one know about being lonely,

when a feast means dinner for one,

when only a single soul appears in the photos,

when only your footsteps kills the silence in your house,

when there's only the alarm to wake you up in the morning

Tell me, what does one know about being lonely,

When a stroll in the park means just you,yourself only,

when you catch the movies, there's no one to hear your critiques ,

when a festival occurs, you receive festive cards only from your bank,

when the only good byes you experience are from the movies you see...

Now tell me what does one know about being lonely,

.......Well i just knew about it..

Holidays not really fun eh?

2004-10-27T05:44:00.000+08:00

Well.. i think i spoke too soon about happy days starting for me....it's more like waaaaaay boring days have started for me....Damn boring man...so far didnt enjoy my holidays at all...except for the sleeping unconditionlly part..everything was soooo boring...no where to go out sia...and also my friends are either having school or taking their exams now....so the option of going out has been TOTALLY cancelled. Suddenly all the movies in theaters seem to suck..all lame or crappy movies seen by people who have nothing betta to do..(hmm arent i describing myself)..aniwae..theres nothing to do much at home at all...always chat on msn or surf the net.. also theres isnt seem to be good shows in TVs nowadays..damn when i was studying for exams, there were plenty of good shows sia...argh!!!!!..moving on..i have no mood for hari raya these couple of days..so is my family..dunno why...all seem to be like not bothered abt what to wear and stuff..wen i ask my parents..what colour clothings(baju kurungs) are we gonna wear..all they could reply was...it doesnt matter does it...sigh..and this is the first hari raya for me whereby we wont be going to anibody's house on the first day since my granny is coming to stay with us on the first day and everyone like my uncles and unties will be coming to visit us...nvm la..new experience...hope my holidays change for the betta..

Hip Hip Hurray!

2004-10-22T13:44:00.000+08:00

Finally...FINALLY..the dreadful exams have come to an end...Damn!! Very happy.....cannot express it in words...was so tired man..didnt sleep properly at all..slept like 4 hrs or three hours each day the whole week...so damn tiring....finally can sleep peacefully now..i didnt even study so hard for my o levels like that sia..haha...it was especially difficult since i was fasting..coz i felt energy deprived all the time...ate very little this past few days...lost weight i guess..hahahaa...cloudnt go out yest oso..was raining like crazy and i was so tired as i had slept only like three hours...and studied like 8 hours straight...phew..hopefully i will pass everything..pls help me god...and i was oso fasting..so was very tired phyisically so no mood to go out...i was like so "tahan"ing my fast after my exams..thank god i made it.. I pratically slept the whole day after my exams ...so darn tired..aniwae happy days have started for me..

my trying to smile too hard

Reality vs "Reelity"

2004-10-17T02:01:00.001+08:00

Hippie(sounds gay sia)haha.. aniwaee the day i awaited finally came.. the deadly and contangious Bmgt has come to an end...(shakes his head like crazy and sways his body)..it was finally gone from my life...so darn fucking happy sia...i was like studying crazy for it.. the paper was ok la..not bad..jus wanna pass well..haha..sian of it man..i didnt even sleep the whole day..SERIOUS!!.. haha ..funny thing I came home and still didnt feel sleepy..well aniwae everything went well during the afternoon...did nothing much but jus play computer and later had some sleep. Woke up and break my fast ..my grandmother visited me today...so was quite fun...later was on computer the whole day..while on msn..this gal suddeny add me and said hi..i was like who are u and i asked her how she got my email..she jus said she noes me..(Stares in confusion)..i dunno her la!! hiyo!!..but she seems like a nice gal after chatting..hehe..then later ard 1 45am..i recieved a phonecall. A gal answered. She said "Daddy pls come home..Mummy is here..i really miss u" .. I said who are u and she said "pls Daddy dont do this to me"...i dunno what to do and hanged up the phone..phew..now thats what i call a stanger encounter

BMGT vs BORING

2004-10-14T03:06:00.000+08:00

Well....i was so sick of studying Bmgt man..its a pointless module...i mean like would u even consider to take down any of the crap we are are studying if u are gonna set up a business...no way man...is that how Mustafa(the owner of Mustafa shopping centre) set up his business?..
Pls ..if he had taken this module...he probably wld be having $4.50 in his bank instead of a whopping $450 million dollars. Well enough of Bmgt la...cannot tahan...and today was extremely and terribly boring because there was no one in house..everyone was away doing their own thing and i was like so darn stuck in my house...so boring man..and there werent any gd shows to watch...my god...god is torturing me man...and my stupid frend came online and started apologising to me...i felt really kinda of bad..but still..i feel like a idiot whose been made a fool out of sia...aniwae..hope this god damn exams will be over soon..cant handle ani more...

Im Hated By Everyone...

2004-10-13T01:44:00.000+08:00

Today i got out of the wrong side of bed i guess...everything is sooo not going right..i mean first of all i woke up so late..like 5pm..damn..next i have no mood to study for my exams..fuck them la...so many and so little time...like what the fuck..as tough in office they are like gonna put exams for us and if we pass we get our salary...damn man...next this FUCKING STUPID CLASSMATE OF MINE...hes no more my pal animore...came online and started chatting wif me..everything was going alrite untill i said my opinion on him was changing and that he has become diff...he kept bugging me to tell him why i say like that...and i finally told him..then he got moody and said fuck off...i got angry..and said kiss my ass in my msn nick..then everyone(classmates) came and started supporting that mother fucka...like what the fuck sia...they dun even noe what happen...and they say hes a nice guy and im like so bad...FUCK!!!!!...aniwae my frend badrun finally agreed to lent me her DVDs after much argument...haha..thanx badrun...And ya thanx Stacy for cheering me up and telling me abt the new songs..and thanx to Para and Sanjay for helping me out too...thanx u guys..feel much betta ...
and u are still not forgiven despite ur apologies.

Bca's gone for good

2004-10-12T01:02:00.000+08:00

Finally the Bca has gone to the grave..man felt so relieved...a burden off my chest..today everyone looked very happy..hmm why is that? ohh ya..maybe because they felt like me..a burden off their chest too..Man it feels so good when like this happens...Winston surprisingly made to school without his crutches..haha cool..he talked very well..and he looked much much betta...robyn and jere was the same too...they looked so happy..but stacy was like so moody with me..why ar? i didnt anything wat..wait let me think...i last met her on thursday and she was talking properly wif me wat..maybe shes jus stressed la..can't blame he..well aniwae i gotta study for the next three exams..phew...

Sick Of Life

2004-10-10T23:27:00.000+08:00

Im sick of tension ,sick of studying and sick of worrying..damn.why can't exams be abolished..was so happy when i entered poly..thought there weren't be much exams...but i was fooled and decieved...Exams are as important as in previous years...Jus have no mood to study for the exams ...feel like giving up and running away to a remote place to find freedom...why can't someone help me...Is this the life i wanted? Bca..i hate u so much..do u noe that?...jus waiting for the exams to be over..this poly life is gettin on my nerves nowadays....god pls help me...hear my pleas..

The Most Boring Day.....

2004-10-09T18:16:00.000+08:00

OMFG! This is the most boring day in the entire week. What the hell..I woke up late firstly....and i dint catch the cartoons i wanted to watch. I missed Teengae Mutant Ninga Turtles...Wheee....what the hell....hiya never mind..lagi worse...no mood to study for bca..why cant someone abolish the module..my god....its like the most pathetic subject of the century..sickening sia...well aniwae gd thing they are putting good movies in Vasantham...thank god!

ROCKY

2004-10-08T13:11:00.000+08:00

Hahahaha!! We have finally found the true meaning of ROCKY today...We will, we will ROCK U! AHUI!We shall savour the ROCKY strength and willpower forever. Well let the ROCKY spirit remain in us forever...May god bless ROCKY!

We shall join forces with all the ROCKY fans and be united as one...Long Live ROCKY!!
Special thankx to Robyn,Kin Sun And Jeremiah

Rockomaniacs...

Tamil actresses

2004-10-08T04:31:00.000+08:00

The Tamil movie industry is flocking with many new faces that makes us hard to remember and keep track of...But however there are some heroines who made and still are making their stand in the industry

Simran
She has been in the industry longer than any heroine now and she has proved her acting skills as well as her dancing skills.She has made a great impact in the Tamil movie industry that without her in the news, the news won't be news.

Jothika

She swept away many of the audiences with her bubly and lively performances in movies. Her sweet and smiley face warmed many hearts and this made her one of the leading ladies of todays Tamil cinemas.

Trisha

Unlike other heroines, she got many good films when she entered Tamil movies. You could say she was lucky but she made sure she wasn't a one hit wonder. She promised good performances in her movies.

My IAC / CATS presentation day

2004-10-07T13:59:00.000+08:00

After a hard days work..hurray!

My presentation day was terribly good. Everyting that we expected to be a disaster actually came out good.For example our skit for the CATS class was soo good man.The hole thing came out great..Hurray !! well we expected the skit to turn out to be bad beacuse we didn't do any rehaersals before ..haha but SUPRISE! SURPRISE! everyone actually laughed their heads off when they saw our performance..was so happy sia! Well the best part of the show was when my friend Ai Qi acted as a Jennifer Aniston and me as the strange passer by who refused to help her...HAHAHA! was hilarious because my friend really couldn't really reach the the thing that was placed above her..

Tired but happy ...trying to be cute..but failed

Our IAC was the worst of the lot. We firstly went to the wrong class and delayed ourselves.Secondly we got ourselves scolding from IAC tutor. And worst of ALL, my laptop which was suppose to be used for our presentation ran out of battery!!! Hahaha!! But thankfully everything went smoothly after that. Our iac presentation was a blast sia..haha.Everyone said we did a gd job! And the best part of it all was went our tutor said we had done a very good job on our presentation..Man...that rocked!

My sis and me..aren't we just simply adorable?

My Male Friends in class

2004-10-07T13:41:00.000+08:00

1) Robyn is a weird fella...Well ok la kool fella..happy?? haha..hes just diferent from other chinese guy i have seen before..hates chinese songs...actualli he haven realli listen ti any..haha...other than that hes cool and great guy to hang out wif

Robyn trying to be cool...hmmm

2)Jeremiah..another guy in my class who hardly listens to chinese songs..haha..westernized fella..always wear cap everwhere...hes eyes very small...haha but not bad la..hes another cool guy whom i can have a chat anidae.

3)Kin Sun is the guy i hang out everyday with..tok about soccer, talk about games, tok abt everything under the burning hot sun..hes like a gd frend to me sia.haha.. always got ready all the spectular words to say when something bad happens..haha..hes really cool la

4)James is a smart ass..say not smart sumore..walau..always score so high..haha..hardly talk wif him but hes a nice guy to be wif la.

5)Winston...is a sister to me..haha kiddin la no la hes a gd brudder ok...he always chat wif me on the net and school..we seriously got many things to talk about..hes really shy but since the day he join me..he jus grew louder and louder..haha now like to take pics of himself everyday after seeing me take pic...hiyo

6) Dixion is my class representative..well hes funny and jovial and hes good in mixing ard wif others in class..